unofficial introdution

This is my attempt to release or vent and convince people that their life is not nearly as bad as they think it is. At this very moment i am sitting in a small southern town after having been defeated by the hardships of life. This is only temp i assure you. I am and have always been a very positive person. I don't believe that we were created to live in a constant state of negativity and despair. We are and were born to live, love and laugh ( sounds cliche.....i know lol) I am a single mother of three and i must admit i have lived my life to the fullest. It has not and i repeat NOT been all good or bad. At times i questioned myself and all spiritual beliefs that i was taught to hold dear as a child. I have ..... endured and survived. Nothing is ever as bad as it seems but life is always a learning process with ever changing lesson plans. I will admit now while this is the first post that i am and have NEVER been perfect. I laugh as much as possible and try to take pleasure in the small things. I have never brought a NEW car but i am blessed to have been able to buy a used one. My daughters are my life and the reason behind everything that i do. I have sacrificed to raise them to love and learn. As i right this i currently at my lowest point. I have no job, home or car. But i am happy. My daughters are happy and healthy. We are feed and clean with a roof over our head. I come to this situation not on my own but at the hands of others....but i wont complain. I have breath in my body....that is enough to be thankful for in itself.